Want.

I want.

I am in such a major stage of wanting, for my recent emotions are extremely amplified to a high pitched degree. Fuck life, for respectively everything revolves around want. I already have what I want (some more than others) but therefore I want more, what I don't have. Instead of being grateful, I move on into wanting what I do not have. There are a few major things right now that I FUCKING WANT. I WANT IT SO BAD. I NEED IT. IT HURTS NOT TO GET IT. ...I can only hope, and rely on my ability, trust in myself, and believe that I can obtain such desires. You can't just sit around and wait, but you can't necessarily take rash actions to make such strides either. Being irrational won't help, but I can't wait any longer. I need it.

I want it.