blink-182 isn't dead yet!

blink-182 should totally reunite.


just throwing that out there.

Anticipating the Chaos

T-minus 13 hours till Taste of Chaos.

Dear god...

I'm gonna get hardcore kid aids for sure.

Earth To Bella

Incubus - Earth To Bella (Part I & II)

Earth to Bella
You think you’ve got it all figured in
Earth to Bella
Everything you know is wrong (well almost)
Earth to Bella
I see where you are not listening
I bear the burden of being the voice that let's you know
We all grow old
And before you swim you've gotta be okay to sink

Earth to Bella
The world can be an unfriendly place
So hold your head up
And do your best to save some face
It’s not so hard
Just undo yourself and see a second sun ascend

I'm okay to sink
Okay to sink
I'm okay to sink
Okay to sink
I'm okay to sink

Earth to Bella
This is a quiet emergency
Earth to Bella
So much more to get than wronged
Earth to Bella
You're treading water successfully
But are you really?
Don't you want to see the deep?
It's not so hard
Just forgive yourself and feel the water open in.

Want.

I want.

I am in such a major stage of wanting, for my recent emotions are extremely amplified to a high pitched degree. Fuck life, for respectively everything revolves around want. I already have what I want (some more than others) but therefore I want more, what I don't have. Instead of being grateful, I move on into wanting what I do not have. There are a few major things right now that I FUCKING WANT. I WANT IT SO BAD. I NEED IT. IT HURTS NOT TO GET IT. ...I can only hope, and rely on my ability, trust in myself, and believe that I can obtain such desires. You can't just sit around and wait, but you can't necessarily take rash actions to make such strides either. Being irrational won't help, but I can't wait any longer. I need it.

I want it.

+44 or (+44)?

Bullshit.

From what I recall when they first surfaced, the band "+44" was originally called "(+44)". Even other fans online thought the same way, for even the booklet of their album lists their name as such. But based on Wiki, Google, t-shirts/merch, and myspace... I am now guessing that it really is +44. Dammit.

Just had to fuck up my scrobbles on last.fm... shit.

Unintended

MUSE - Unintended

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Asssss...

On a lighter note, I'm gonna go watch Sweeney Todd with my mom now.

Thank you bitches.

Post Spring Break

So had major work for the week, but apparently its doesn't seem that bad so far. Still kinda bummed though...
Mon- astro quiz, english reading
Tues- art essay (apparently due thurs.! fuck yes!)
Weds- english reading
Thurs- art make up quiz, art comparison essay
Friday- english essay #3

At first I was bummed, but I think it'll all work out fine. Besides, its only life. I know that bullshit work like this will be something I'll laugh about in the future, for all of this doesn't necessarily matter. Much more is out there...

I continue to remain relieved and optimistic.

On a lighter note... today Sweeney Todd and MUSE "HAARP" comes out! FUCK YES! Time to hit up Best Buy!

Saturday in SF

So Spring Break has flown by with immense speed. I don't even remember it happening. Oh well. The countdown to SUMMER '08 begins!

So lets see, Saturday I went to San Francisco with the fam for Auntie Dyan's b-day. I wasn't notified of such a trip until late Friday night, therefore I was up all night and went to bed at 5:30 am and got up at 8:30 am. I do not advise this. Surprisingly I was fully functional and lasted all day, with brief periodic naps during the car rides of course. So we had lunch with the fam at some fancy restaurant in Ghirardelli Square. Pretty good, I got the fish and chips, naturally.

So after lunch the "kids" [roby, boom, erica, and I] and adults split up since we took two cars. We stopped by this George Lucas Skywalker Ranch kind of thing since it was close by. Wasn't much there for the public, but nice environment with a sort of zen like feel. The building seemed cool to work in. We walked around for like 10 mins trying to find the Yoda statue. Constantly made fun of Roby for it, "sooooo.... where's this statue?" and "you know... i'm totally fine if there isn't a statue. Its cool." lol

After that we all decided to watch a movie in theaters. Roby suggested Horton Hears a Who, but apparently she was joking after everyone agreed. haha. Boom said it was an awesome movie and we all laughed at how Roby wasn't actually interested in seeing it, even though she suggested it jokingly. So we journeyed to the theater in Van Ness. Very nice theater too, parking garage that connects to a multiple story cinema. Turns out Horton was at 4:30 and it was 2:45 when we got there, so we decided on Shutter at 3:30. We waited in the lobby and such, just chilled. Roby bought a milk duds and dropped the whole box in the lobby. Milk duds everywhere! Hella funny though, cuz she went to buy more after spilling a whole box worth. We all hella thought about Superbad too, "Sir... did you do this?" and "Fuck my life."haha. Shutter was actually pretty good compared to all the other Japanese Horror remakes. I actually enjoyed it. It wasn't necessarily scary, but more creepy and disturbing to think about in some cases. I found it funny that the actor (Joshua Jackson) is in Mighty Ducks films as Charlie Conway and that I was actually watching Ducks 1 and D-2 at home recently. Kinda funny to think he was a finalist in the Batman Begins auditions as Bruce Wayne. But yeah, good film. Made actual sense and didn't leave anything unanswered. I actually got a little creeped out that night after thinking about it for awhile.

Sooooooo... after the cinematic adventure we went back to Boom & Roby's casa, where we all played a quick game Mario Party on the Wii. lol. Good laughs, Roby kept landing on the square where the character gets loaded into the pirate cannon and shot back to the beginning of the map after being only two squares away from a star. lol. Happened like 3 times, "NOOOO!!! Fuck my life..." Boom won, he got like 4 goddamn stars.

We then hit the bowling alley, Classic Bowl i guess, where we met up with the parents. We met up with all of they're friends in the city, mostly their dance friends/fam to celebrate Auntie Dyan's b-day. As we waited the parents brought us their leftover Chevy's food, we were fucking starving, and as we opened up a container of food, roby passed it to me without looking, and it slipped of the table. Yup. She spilt food again. Funny shit. Nobody got to even touch the food, the ground got to it first. Luckily I caught the container, split like half of the food, but the other half was all good. lol. This happened like RIGHT AFTER the bowling alley worker told us NO OUTSIDE FOOD. Shittttt....lol. Twas all good though, no worries, more funny if anything cause Roby just couldn't handle her food all day. She spilt milk duds, chevy's, soda, and pizza all in one day. lol. Of course I had to give her some crap for it. haha. Bowling was cool, i kinda sucked the second game, but I guess its safe to say that I'm not that bad overall. It was fun though bowling with the fam/friends (Glenn, Uncle Pe'a and fam, boom's gf and mom, and so on...). After that the V-ville fam left and journeyed back home. Got home at 11 or so that night.

Quite a day. Especially for running on 3 hour sleep. Jesus.