wow.
haven't used this in a long time, but there is much to tell and thousands of emotions/thoughts that have been going on throughout my life. hopefully one day i'll get it all sorted out and in writing on this site.
but not tonight. lol
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Anticipating the Chaos
T-minus 13 hours till Taste of Chaos.
Dear god...
I'm gonna get hardcore kid aids for sure.
Dear god...
I'm gonna get hardcore kid aids for sure.
Friday, April 11, 2008
Earth To Bella
Incubus - Earth To Bella (Part I & II)
Earth to Bella
You think you’ve got it all figured in
Earth to Bella
Everything you know is wrong (well almost)
Earth to Bella
I see where you are not listening
I bear the burden of being the voice that let's you know
We all grow old
And before you swim you've gotta be okay to sink
Earth to Bella
The world can be an unfriendly place
So hold your head up
And do your best to save some face
It’s not so hard
Just undo yourself and see a second sun ascend
I'm okay to sink
Okay to sink
I'm okay to sink
Okay to sink
I'm okay to sink
Earth to Bella
This is a quiet emergency
Earth to Bella
So much more to get than wronged
Earth to Bella
You're treading water successfully
But are you really?
Don't you want to see the deep?
It's not so hard
Just forgive yourself and feel the water open in.
Earth to Bella
You think you’ve got it all figured in
Earth to Bella
Everything you know is wrong (well almost)
Earth to Bella
I see where you are not listening
I bear the burden of being the voice that let's you know
We all grow old
And before you swim you've gotta be okay to sink
Earth to Bella
The world can be an unfriendly place
So hold your head up
And do your best to save some face
It’s not so hard
Just undo yourself and see a second sun ascend
I'm okay to sink
Okay to sink
I'm okay to sink
Okay to sink
I'm okay to sink
Earth to Bella
This is a quiet emergency
Earth to Bella
So much more to get than wronged
Earth to Bella
You're treading water successfully
But are you really?
Don't you want to see the deep?
It's not so hard
Just forgive yourself and feel the water open in.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Want.
I want.
I am in such a major stage of wanting, for my recent emotions are extremely amplified to a high pitched degree. Fuck life, for respectively everything revolves around want. I already have what I want (some more than others) but therefore I want more, what I don't have. Instead of being grateful, I move on into wanting what I do not have. There are a few major things right now that I FUCKING WANT. I WANT IT SO BAD. I NEED IT. IT HURTS NOT TO GET IT. ...I can only hope, and rely on my ability, trust in myself, and believe that I can obtain such desires. You can't just sit around and wait, but you can't necessarily take rash actions to make such strides either. Being irrational won't help, but I can't wait any longer. I need it.
I want it.
I am in such a major stage of wanting, for my recent emotions are extremely amplified to a high pitched degree. Fuck life, for respectively everything revolves around want. I already have what I want (some more than others) but therefore I want more, what I don't have. Instead of being grateful, I move on into wanting what I do not have. There are a few major things right now that I FUCKING WANT. I WANT IT SO BAD. I NEED IT. IT HURTS NOT TO GET IT. ...I can only hope, and rely on my ability, trust in myself, and believe that I can obtain such desires. You can't just sit around and wait, but you can't necessarily take rash actions to make such strides either. Being irrational won't help, but I can't wait any longer. I need it.
I want it.
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